Title:	yepitsboredom
Topics:	advice syringe pens moving independence
Date:	2007-04-15 @ 20:46
Security:	public
Mood:	frustrated

well i haven't posted in a while
but im pretty sure its not so different
well i have talked to chelsey
and alot of stupid stuff happened 
with her mom
alotalotalot

we decided what we are doing with
the whole living situation and my
grandma. we are making her this
own little apartment situation. she
will still live with us but she will be
off of the house and everything.
and then my brother will move into
her old bedroom. my mom will move
out of the basement and into the
bedroom we are making out of the 
living room. and then we will join the 
dining room and half the living room.
its pretty confusing...but........
i get the wholllle upstairs//attic.
right now one room is mine and one
is my brothers. and thats all thats up
there. but after all this happens i get it
all. one will be my bedroom and one kind
of a guest room and my just place to chill.
im going to love it.

im getting some syringe pens. i think 
i heard about them from someone on here.
and the sounded cool so i looked them up.
im getting 10 for $5. they look awesome.

ive decided chelseys moving in with me
this summer. just to spice things up.
haha. wouldnt that be sweet? my mom
wont mind. after i have the whole attic 
then it wont matter. we wont be in her way.
ill pay for her living expenses. like shes 
my new pet. because i love her like that <333

i hope im giving her good advice too.
beacuse i feel like thats all i can do
from here. i cant call or be with her,
so im hoping its enough. 

well im going to find something to do.
i need to comment alot of posts. 
i say that alot, and im going to get
around to it. real soon.
i promise.

Title:	ticktick.
Topics:	institutions phonecalls laundry mall
Date:	2007-04-04 @ 20:50
Security:	public
Location:	whereialwaysam
Music:	Be Gentle With Me - The Boy Least Likely To
Mood:	nauseated

Finally some time.
No laundry
No cooking
No yelling or screaming
Joy!

Today was not such a good day.
It wasn't horrible though.
I didn't get to do much.

My brother of course went into a million screaming fits.
He went off and tried to beat up my gramma,
and of course cut her arms because her skin
tears easily. And then I was so pissed off so I went
after him and made him run. I usually just scare him 
off, but I got a few hits in this time. I could beat him
to a pulp and I've started before but my mom doesn't
let me. So then he went off calling us both bitches.
And what kind of trouble does he get in? BARELY ANY.
Ohh man slap him on the hand and sent him on his way.
He's not even grounded or anything. It's blamed on his
'condition.' Yeah sure it's not normal but he should have
some control by now. He's 13 for god sakes!

And now my gramma isn't moving out. If she stays in 
a good mood we won't have any problems, but I'm 
pretty sure it won't last long.

On top of everything I haven't talked to my best friend
for 2 whole days, which might not sound like much,
but she keeps me holding on. She cracks me up when
I need it and keeps my occupied with her problems too.
Grr...her mom even blocked my number. I swear that
woman needs to be put in an institution. What am I gonna 
do, kidnap her over the phone? Stupid.

I really need someone to talk to...

I hope I can go to the mall tomorrow. No, I am going
to the mall tomorrow. By myself or not, I'm getting out
of this house tomorrow. I might just puke if I don't.

Well I really should comment some of you people's
stuff. That might make you happy. I know it makes
me feel cool when I know someone's reading about 
what I have to say. Ok well....Bye.

"i guess i've always needed
to be needed by someone"

Title:	Mostly Boredom
Date:	2007-04-02 @ 17:55
Security:	public
Location:	stupidhouse. =/
Music:	Everything's Just Wonderful - Lily Allen
Mood:	amused

I'm on my Spring Break and I'm trying to have fun.
I went to Howell today to just pick up my brother
from my dad's and that made about 4 hours go bye quick.
Now my mom's at work so that means I get to
take care of a bunch now.
I'll most likely get to make dinner like usual.
I only have to make it for three people
(me, my brother, and my grandma)
so I don't mind it but it get's annoying 
when people get picky.

I can't complain too much about picky people,
because I can get pretty picky with food.
I don't eat red meat for one thing. And alot
of people don't get why. i don't have a reason
for it, just that it's gross to me, and it's not the
leanest meat out there.

I want a job this summer. Real bad.
So what im only 14 turning 15, I can still
work. It will give me a chance to get out
of the house, because unless Chelsey's
mom loosens up, this is gonna be a pretty
boring summer. 

Look im a duck  :  \/
ooohfun.

"why can't i sleep at night?
don't say it will be alright."